Illness.

Since I came back home yesterday, I started feeling very weird, my troath was itchy and my head started to feel very heavy.. And all that resulted in me becoming very ill today. So I hope I will get well soon, because I really don't need this right now. At all. I have so many things to do for college, and I doubt that I will be able to fulfill anything until the end of the week. Ah, this isn't good at all.

But I hope you are having a wonderful Monday evening anyway!

Love, Aleksandra.

Image source: unfortunately I have no idea where I have this picture from, but if you think that you are the artst, feel free to contact me, and I will give you the credits. :)

Knock, knock, it's rain again.

Rain. For some people it is the most annoying thing in the entire world, it stops you from going out, from having happy, sunny days, and it makes everything grey and sad.

But for me.. ah, it's one of the most wonderful things in the world. Rain was there for me when nobody was. To gently touch my skin, hide tears from others, and simply keep all my thoughts a secret. I remeber taking long walks along the Danube, and simply listening to the drops falling into the deep, moving waters. And I still do it if I find time.

Today... Today, something is different. Actually, everything is different. It has changed. This little drops that are knocking on my windows while I'm writing this, are only iritating me. In a way. Because they bring back memories. Memories of all the wonderful moments, when nothing else mattered more than those hazel eyes, those soft hands on my cheeks and a warm voice to finally make me feel like I'm HOME. Like I found THAT place where I belong.

But in this very moment, my happiness is far far away from me. And I only can listen to the rain.

Aleksandra.

Image is courtesy of Ville Akseli Juurikkala.

This and that.

Good evening friends!

How do you feel today? How did you spend Christmas? And did you get some nice presents?

Well, I have not much to say for this Christmas since, I've spent it in a calm atmosphere with a few friends, and it was very nice and cosy. Eventhough the orthodox Christmas that I celebrate isn't here yet, I got some presents! Aw, I was so surprised because I didn't expect anybody to get me anything! So sweet, right? :)

Oh, and maybe you have already noticed it, but I changed my layout! It's pretty "butterflyly"! :) I have spent most of the evening on it because I had some major problems with the butterfly jar which you can see on the right side of the page... But it worked in the end and I'm so so glad! Tell me if you like it! (I mean the whole layout, not only the jar. xD)

That would be it for now... I think. See you soon!

Love, Aleksandra.

Image borrowed from here.